daily thoughts 8/28/25

community

we are currently learning abt community and civic engagement in my government class rn. and it got me thinking.

ive grown a lot as a person but im still pretty shy abt things. such as participating in like community activites. when i was young and still now i wanted to help the homeless and other people in need during holidays but i didnt because idk. im gonna try to help out my community more when i become an adult

ive truly grown so much because back when i had crippling anxiety i hated everyone and didnt care abt anyone cuz i was afraid of them and i always stayed home. i hated america and the fact that i had to live in this place. 

but after becoming more open im trying to change my ways. i need to help out more people and be kind to my neighbors.

i mean i still hate america (its bad lets be fr) i still care abt the people around me. i want to help out others.

i feel like ive always had a political spirit(????) 😭when i was a kid. i was just too shy to do anything. my mom always taught me to think abt the younger generation after me. so i always think abt if im wasting too much electricity or using too much water and always recycle things. i want to do more than that tho. 

maybe im just being influenced by ryuichi sakamoto again cuz hes my favorite woke liberal radical leftist. made me so happy when i learned that. thank you for calling shinzo abe a piece of shit. and his kids are the same as him. his kids being pro-palestine and active protesters makes me so happy. my goat

i absolutely cant stand people who dont care at all abt children like ur so pathetic and the world would be better off without you #lowkey. my dad is like this and it drives me insane just how much he doesnt care. people who cant even do the bare minimum like recycling and turning off the light/water when ur not using it pmo so bad