bruh i cant believe this is gonna be my last year of highschool and im going to college next year and im gonna be living by myself im sad why is time going by so fast. its already september tomorrow
im gonna miss my parents so much bro. i feel sad and bad because my parents are both kinda lonely so it makes me sad that i cant be there for them and also sad for me as well cuz idk ive been with them my entire life.
living in a new city is gonna be terrifying but life goes on i suppose
i feel like i wasted so much of my youth (i did) i know i cant keep lamenting on it but omg bro so many years just wasted
this is a quote from the movie the sheltering sky and it was one of ryuichi's fav quotes. bro i really be mentioning ryuichi on literally every single post that i make its lowkey getting embarrassing. but anyways this quote makes my wanna rip my heart out.
how many more times will i get to see my parents until i eventually dont
how many more times will i get to go on trips with my family and friends
how many more times will i get to eat my favorite food
how many more times will i watch the full moon rise
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really made me think i was taking life for granted
also god pls take all of ryuichi sakamoto's pain and give it to tatsuro yamashita
music
i finally listened to lamp after i told myself that i was gonna listen to them like 2 years ago. and wow ive been missing out. smh my head
i listened to two albums for lovers and lamp genso
ngl i kinda didnt like for lovers it was not for me. also why was that album so loud bro omg i had my volume on the lowest and it was still so loud.
lamp genso is a top tier album tho it was so good omg. i was feeling kinda sad today and listening to this album set the perfect atmosphere for me. all the songs are very good. that nostalgic summer-autumn very comfortable feeling. and that slight asian sound is so good. 9/10 lowkey some songs were kinda a drag for me tho
the ashita no joe plane hijacking incident
idk why but i suddenly remembered the ashita no joe plane hijacking incident and it made me laugh
imagine ur on a plane and some random dude takes out a katana and yells we are ashita no joe and then threatens the pilots
actually it wasnt even some random guy it was the bassist of the legendary japanese noise rock band les rallizes denudes. that somehow makes it even funnier
that quote reminds me of something similar like at one point in time your parents will pick you up for the very last time. reminds me how ephemeral life is. it really does go by so quickly
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