yall ever think abt how theres not one but two ymo references in two different cartoon network shows

angelo oc

mary oc

new oc guys

this post is so funny to me because i also used to think david byrne and david lynch were the same person 💀or atleast related to each other in some way. im so glad im not the only one

bruhh people be lying when they say life isnt a competition yes tf it is 😭😭 if it isnt then why does everyone make fun of me for having anxiety and no friends and still dont got a boyfriend. ppl be saying dont compare urself to others when society is literally built on comparing urself to others 

life isnt a competition is my least favorite saying of all time tbh cuz nobody follows it / believes it and its just really not true at all (or atleast in a society like this)💀💀 i wish it wasnt but it is

like if u got anxiety and dont have a boyfriend then ur lowkey a failure thats what everyone is telling me 

 ymo reference in steven universe...

all the albums i listened to in may 😋😋

song otd 5/30/25

Today's song of the day is the now and never by what is your name? since may and school is ending soon i thought it would be fitting to post this song. sounds really nostalgic summer-y reminiscing about your youth. god i love/hate songs like these because on one hand it makes me feel nostalgic but on the other it makes me mourn how much i wasted my youth.

not deltarune chapters 3-4 coming out 2 days before i take my sat are u srs im not gonna be able to pay attention and lock in

song otd 5/29/25

Today's song of the day is Computer Love by Kraftwerk! me when when i fall in love with a computer. this song really sounds sad but also does feel like falling in love kinda idk how to explain it. anyways on my electronic music journey. i love electronic music. 

does anyone else have a good day hanging out with their friends no anxiety but then when u get home ur like why did i say that and feel ashamed for having fun

ymo :)

song otd 5/28/25

Today's song of the day is Girls by Aespa! this song is such a banger o em gee... my fav aespa songs are the ones that are loud af and barely ever gives you a moment to breathe. aespa lowkey the best kpop group... though i listened to the entire album that this song was in and tbh it was kinda mid ngl... i was disappointed. ICU is probably the worst song on that album bro like what was that millennial ass clap + guitar and piano combo 😭😭 this is definitely the best song on that album tho

i hate it when ppl tell you to just exercise/go outside if u feel sad or lonely cuz i exercise/go outside on walks but i feel more depressed after for some reason 💀

today i went on a walk and came back and now i got that damn feeling in my gut that makes me sad everytime and makes me feel empty 💀

the only things that actually makes me happy is drawing, music, and watching shows buh none of those other things work yeah i love escapism 😍😍😍

song otd 5/26/25

Today's song of the day is Behind the Mask by YMO! ok in honor of that infinity train post i will post this song since they mention behind the mask specifically. this song is soo good. reminds me of daft punk... also btw i used to not like this song idk why. but i have grown up now and i can truly say that it is a banger... ymo was so ahead of their time actually. electronic music is incredible

i am so scared of growing old...

this year ill be turning 18 and my god my anxiety has been peaking because of it. i barely had a teenagehood man and ur telling me i gotta instantly grow up once i turn 18. im genuinely so scared because of this i dont want to grow up 💔💔

pls tell me im not the only one

 wait i just remembered this scene from infinity train 

does anyone remember my crazy infinity train phase from 2021. i just remembered they got a ymo reference in there. i love that all my interests are somehow connected. like i could literally make a tree based on all my interests being connected together. i feel like every single piece of media that i like feel similar somehow. i lowkey wanna make a tree now.

also i miss infinity train so badd omg literally the next adventure time and they cancelled it...

song otd 5/24/25

Today's song of the day is Blew by Nirvana! this is so heavy i love. i love that grainy, raunchy sound. also my history project i had to research abt nirvana lol

thinking abt deltarune

broo i cant believe deltarune ch 3-4 is coming out on june 5 bro oh my god. its been 4 years. i love deltarune. i cant wait for all the new theories to pop up. and old theories being discarded. and more clues to finding out who gaster is. eeeek! im so excited. i remember like 3 years ago i used to be so obsessed with deltarune. i literally watched every single theory video

he is so cute.

he really likes cats doesnt he. my cute little old man meow meow cat boy <3

kpop demon hunters

i remember seeing this being announced like years ago and now they finally dropped a trailer... omg i was so excited for it back then and now its finally here. this looks so fire. omg idgaf abt kpop but i will be watching this. i love the facial expressions they give to the characters. also them making a boy group be the villains is so funny

song otd 5/22/25

Today's song of the day is Puppet Boy by DEVO! o em geee its that song from those animation memes woawwww. Anyways cool song. very catchy ngl. i love how it kinda sounds like a desert track in mario kart lokllo. kinda sounds grand and big and loud. it really fits cuz the lyrics are commanding. i love new wave. 

anyone else ever wanted to run away

did anyone else really want to run away from home. like i dont even hate my parents or anything. but ive always wanted to run away for some reason. as a kid i was always like hmm what if i jump out of my window rn and never come back. i was never gonna do it because im too dumb to survive out there. but i was always like hmm what if i did tho... 

ts ymo

song otd 5/21/25

Today's song of the day is Breathless by Todd Rundgren! this ymo ass song. this song is so weird because the rest of the album is like pretty standard rock and pop music but then theres just this. also this song is just weird because halfway through it just transitions into la bamba for no reason and then transitions into mario sound effects and then that synthesizer thing. kinda crazy it came out in 1972

also i felt like i havent posted in years but its only been 2 days 

i started posting on instagram again because of david byrne

david byrne always posts these random photos he took on instagram and its actually really cool to me.

celestial chill

Randall's Island arches

land of the free

zipper

these are so cool. i havent touched photography in years but im getting back into it because of david byrne. everyone say thank you david byrne we love you david byrne. i love a good composition. i want to start taking photos with good composition again.

song otd 5/19/25

Today's song of the day is Everyone's in Love with You by David Byrne! this song is so real. "i want to kill and kiss you too." me too david byrne. my jealousy is such a disease </3 

song otd 5/18/25

Today's song of the day is The End of Asia by YMO! ymo posting ymo posting. really not surprised that ymo is a big inspiration to lots of video game ost composers because this sounds exactly like a video game song. that 2 min keyboard solo is so good

this video got me crying bruh

why would anyone do this bro. im crying. also why did he get so much of the show actually right

extremely weird phenomena i had when i was a child

storytime!

when i was a kid i had this really weird phenomena going on. i genuinely dont know what it was. and it might be hard to understand.

when i was around maybe 5 years old i would sometimes see this floating blue eye that spun in a circle. the eye also had a rotating swirl inside it and it would just appear in front of me. i couldnt see anything else except for that eye rotating. all of my surroundings would be blurry except for that eye. i wouldnt be able to walk straight and i would bump into things because i couldnt see anything except for the blue eye.

representation not entirely accurate i was too lazy to add a swirling effect

whenever that eye would appear i would say to my parents look theres a blue eye! and they would be so confused because i was literally pointing at nothing. my parents got so worried because my eyes would become crossed and i couldnt walk straight so they took me to multiple doctors but none of them could figure out what was going on and they just told my parents that there was nothing wrong with me. 

a few years later, this phenomena just stopped happening for some reason and i returned to normal. it was really weird cuz i remember this happening vividly. i still remember what the eye looks like and that everything else became blurry. i truly wonder what this was. 

song otd 5/17/25

Today's song of the day is Baby Be Mine by Michael Jackson! listened to this album today. lowkey all bangers. this one of my favs. funk is just too good man. 😭😭😭 

guys im gonna be busy for like the next 4 months so i might not post as often... 😓😓😓

song otd 5/15/25

Today's song of the day is Regiment by Brian Eno and David Byrne! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN ENO :D brian eno and david byrne having back to back birthdays is so crazy they truly are soulmates. 

anyways this song is so fire. it goes so hard. i love it whenever they make a song thats african inspired. its always so psychedelic and the bass and drum so fire

4/21/2020

mariko shinobu. best character ever.

quick vent cuz im sad

im so lonely bruhhh i got friends irl but theyre either live a 1000 miles away or were just not that close. ok well tbh i have one friend irl that i actually get along with and text often but idk i still feel lonely and sad all the time. 

i dont even have family im close with. i only have one sibling and all he does is make fun of me. i see lonely people all the time but atleast they got family theyre close with and siblings that they can actually share interests with.

ok bye

song otd 5/14/25

Same as it ever was - Same as it ever was - Same as it ever was

Today's song of the day is Once in a Lifetime by the Talking Heads! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID BYRNE!!!!! :DD only fitting that i post the most iconic talking heads song. happy birthday david byrne like actually you inspire me so much. diva.

This song is so peak do i even gotta say anything. i love talking heads so much 💔💔💔 who would i be today if i never listened to the talking heads. well how did i get here

i hate psychology

what i mean is that so many stuff like disorders and other stuff overlap so much its like how do u tell which one a person is supposed to be. 

esp when it comes to social stuff

like i be searching up mental health related stuff and like social anxiety and asd and bpd and like a 100 others all overlap so much bro how do they categorize this stuff

like every single human is so unique and an anomaly how can they categorize some ppl into having something while others dont 

and i talked to my therapist and they told me nothing was wrong with me. then why do i feel so different and isolated from everyone else and i dont act normally like other people

i cant stand people who are afraid of being lonely

im talking abt those ppl who are like omgg noo i cant go to the library alone i dont have anyone to go with 💀💀its so annoying like JUST GO 😭😭😭 how are u scared of going to a restaurant or a cafe alone like brah 💀💀 and even worse when theyre like its so sad walking to ur class alone like its a 30 second walk 💀it amazes me when walking in the hallways alone are the most loneliest that some people have ever felt

song otd 5/12/25

Today's song of the day is Tombstone Blues by Bob Dylan! the sun's not yellow its chicken 🔥🔥🔥 i have no idea what this song is even supposed to be abt but it goes hard. this is one of the catchiest bob dylan songs to me. esp that part where he says mama's in the factory she aint got no shoes daddy's in the alley looking for the fuse i am in the kitchen with the tombstone blues

we never making it out of the patriarchy 💔💔

song otd 5/11/25

Today's song of the day is Love You Out Of Your Mind by Byrne and Barnes! this city pop ahh song. the piano at 1:57 is so good. i love rnb. i love the synth here too. 

song otd 5/10/25

Today's song of the day is Cosmic Surfin' by YMO! im so ymo brained rn especially with this live album. its so good its so catchy. i love the part at 2:55 so much omg. and that intro is so good reels you in instantly with that catchy beat.

collecting different versions of tong poo like theyre infinity stones

nvm my last post abt ymo. this is the best version of tong poo omg. transition at 1:45 is so good. that entire section is so addictive. its so magical. god i love ymo

the only thing worse than seeing other people experience things is seeing other mentally ill people like you experience things

song otd 5/9/25

Today's song of the day is How? by John Lennon! in regards to my last post i feel like that this song is fitting. how can i give love when love is something i aint ever had 💔💔corny as hell but i relate to it im sorry. also the chorus goes so hard. i remember listening to this song when i was 13 and its been a long time and isnt it so crazy how i havent changed at all

not to self diagnose but there is something genuinely wrong with me

bruh i swear to god i got some type of disorder or something that i dont know abt cuz aint no way a normal person acts like this.

my jealousy levels and sensitivity and stress levels should not be this high.

sometimes i get so jealous i genuinely feel like throwing up.

and everytime i overthink even once it will almost escalate to a panic attack

and i get so overwhelmed when im in loud places idk why i hate it. it makes my head hurt. 

and every week atleast once a week or maybe 2 weeks i feel sad and empty everytime someone send help

song otd 5/8/25

Today's song of the day is Till There Was You by The Beatles! been thinking abt the bugs lately. i miss them ngl. this lowkey one of the best beatles songs ever. i love early beatles so much. they will never make me hate you early beatles. this the type of song that will make u romanticize life

also listen to this cover. its so wonderful. one of my favorite genre of youtube videos is 16 yo videos with dated camera quality and its just an old grandpa or grandma playing their favorite music. 

my various unpopular opinions

kate bush's music sucks

steven universe >>> gravity falls

rolling stones suck

lofthouse cookies are good 

amphibia was not bad 

akira movie >>> akira manga (yes i read the manga)

ashita no joe manga >>> ashita no joe anime

doukyuusei was boring af

cancel culture is not real

steven universe is one of the most visually appealing cartoons ever

rottmnt is one of the greatest cartoons of all time

stranger things fell off after s1 (it shouldve ended at s1)

akina nakamori discog > seiko matsuda discog

black leggings worn as pants are ugly as hell

i did not like the shining

karate kid is the best out of all the mainstream pop culture 80s films

i do not care about spamton deltarune

pink floyd is mid

there are only a few good kpop groups (and none of them are boy groups)

city pop sucks and i hate all city pop fans (half-joking)

tatsuro yamashita sucks, is overrated, and he should kill himself

everyone should watch mobile suit gundam (1979)

idk this is more hate than unpopular opinion but i cant stand ppl who call themselves big backs for eating like 2 donuts when theyre literally built like a stick

thinking abt this must be the place again

thought abt this song recently again... it makes me want to cry... i relate to it a lot. feeling numb and broken and unlovable. and then learning to love and be loved eventually and it just feels so uncomfortable and weird. it breaks my heart... 💔💔💔i love the lyric: home is where I wanna be but I guess im already there. i love this idea of home being people that love you. and the lyrics where it also says i feel numb, born with a weak heart, i guess i must be having fun i relate to a lot with just forcing myself to look happy or atleast somewhat ok. 

ive been feeling down again. even if something good happens to me its only for a fleeting moment that ill forget about later. everyday i feel numb most of the time and feel like nothing will ever change and ill always stay the same horrible person who gets jealous of other people finding love. but this song brings me some comfort. it really feels like a warm hug. i hope i can find my home someday. i dont think i deserve it right now. atleast i got the talking heads with me 

song otd 5/7/25

Today's song of the day is Je te veux by Erik Satie! i remember playing this piece on my piano. very calming and peaceful. it used to be one of my favorite pieces to play on the piano. i hope i can force myself to pick up piano again in the future. i need to start playing more instruments.

found the best version of tong poo yet

holllyy siihttt.... this the best ver of tong poo omg. its so good. im crying. so loud and clear. and i like the instrumentals here more. everything is just so beautiful. im glad the piano is louder in this ver cuz the piano is one of my fav parts of this song

song otd 5/6/25

Today's song of the day is Pull up the Roots by the Talking Heads! another talking heads song whos surprised. this might unironically be one of my most fav talking heads songs ever. idk its simple but so good to listen to. i love the intro, i love the rhythm guitar so funky, i love the cowbell, and that drop at 2:17 is so catchy. that drum and the bass and the synth so good. and david byrne's voice is so loud i love it so much. and that ending. i love this song so much

did one of them topsters for april

lowkey proud of myself i listened to alot this april 100+ songs and 25+ new albums

song otd 5/5/25

Today's song of the day is THE FUTURE IS NOW by Poison Girl Friend! intro so heavenly it made me shed a tear. the synth so good. the melody so good. the ambience so good. that transition at 2:30 woawowaoaw.

read the heart of thomas

 woah... so interesting it had me reading it like this 

i usually do not care for romance at all but the heart of thomas was so good. i only like romances when it focuses on the psychological aspect of a relationship rather than yknow like fluffy wholesome stuff where nothing bad ever happens. 

heart of thomas was crazy. its abt this boy named thomas werner who kills himself because he got rejected by another boy named juli. and juli is now faced with guilt and cant get thomas werner out of his head. and along the story he meets a new boy named eric who looks exactly like thomas 💀 so now he got this conflict. anyways juli has a lot of trauma and other things that happened to him besides thomas dying and eric shows him how to love again and yeah. 

i loved itt. i felt so bad for juli like no it wasnt ur fault that you got abused by some other students because you willingly accepted their invite to a "tea party." juli unlearning shame and guilt and learning how to open up again and love others was so nice to see. 

i like the biblical allegories that show juli's shame and guily. like him thinking that it was his fault that he got abused so he's like i made a deal with the devil its my fault that i lost my wings and i can never go into heaven. 

eric was such a vibe. hes optimistic and open-minded despite losing people. he will always have love to share isnt that so beautiful guys

this panel is really pretty

this panel made me cry bruh ong 💔💔

and also the art was really pretty as usual of 70s shoujo manga. these manga artists were really not playing when it comes to beautiful art

some of my fav panels:

also there was an extra story included in the manga thats just more abt eric and his family and relationships it was sweet. i like that it was drawn like an actual storybook.

the heart of thomas

song otd 5/4/25

Today's song of the day is Technopolis by YMO! omg i love this song. i used to think this album was just mid but i relistened to it the other day and its pretty good not my fav of ymo's but still good. that bass at the beginning so good. and i love the T-E-C-H-N-O-P-O-L-I-S tokyo tokyo part lol

also i really love this album cover i wanna try drawing it

song otd 5/3/25

Today's song of the day is Julia by The Beatles! this song is so calming and beautiful. i think this was/is one of my fav beatles songs ever. makes me feel sad and nostalgic. i forgot how crazy white album is cuz the next song on the list is birthday one of the most mid beatles songs ever and it also got shit like revolution 9 on it as well.

song otd 5/1/25

Today's song of the day is Midnight Lonely Beachside Band by Shonentai! (long ass title) anyways omgg i was thinking abt shonentai again. i miss thinking abt them. my uncles. i havent posted a shonentai song in forever i missed them so bad. i was thinking today abt how influential shonentai was to modern day kpop and jpop and other idol groups. lowkey paved the way

btw this song is a cover of the blow monkeys' it doesnt have to be this way. i love the intro of this and the violins. this ver is better but i like the chorus in shonentai's ver more

also happy may its been so hot lately. time to post my summer songs!