daily thoughts 2/21/26

yall know that thing when someone says something like everytime i meet someone new i wonder how long it will take for them to be disappointed in me. and im like that but the opposite #lowkey. i get disappointed by so many ppl. everytime every single relationship theres always that something that makes me feel disappointed 😭 or just even something small like an annoying habit ticks me off. idk how i still maintain relationships when im this annoyed

and its wrong for me to feel this way cuz nobody is perfect obviously but it makes me more mad than it should. and if someone called me a bad person for this i would agree with them. but im a person that dislikes hiding emotions so im just gonna say it out loud. 

ofc i like my friends more than i dislike them lmao uhbtghhrbuh that sounds so bad but i swear i mean it. and sometimes i do confront them abt their annoying habits and most of the time they just deflect so it just goes back to normal. i guess this is the price for every relationship. im 18 years old and i still hate everyone how do i make it stop😂