mary's empathy

daily thoughts 5/29/26

im making a comic....

stay tuned... bruh who am i kidding this shit is never getting finished 😂😂

writing is so hard bro i swear but idc anymore abt being good bruh i just wanna make this damn comic. 

making a comic is genuinely one of the hardest things to ever do for me bro. i swear i can never finish a comic. idk why its so hard man. even animation is a 100x easier than this. 

i think its cuz making comics involves writing and lots of planning meanwhile with animation i can just bullshit everything wihtout thinking and having fun 

and yes this comic is abt ME and my highschool life. doing a little retrospective becuase im graduating

My last day of highschool!!!!

last day of highschool forever !!!

today was my last day of highschool bro omg. i feel like it went by so quickly. but thats prob cuz freshman-junior year i was barely conscious. i cant believe it

today was extremely good day tho. i feel like i finally got closure for something in my life. 

today i literally talked so much to the point that it tired me. i talked to atleast 1 person in each class. and i actually lowkey got a lot of signatures in my yearbook (i couldve gotten more but i didnt meet everyone today)

i got 2 gifts and said goodbye to my people. i wish my other years of highschool were better 😭 but im glad that i atleast got a happy ending. yeah im pretty content. 

senior year was truly the best year actually it was decent. i wish i couldve said goodbye to my counselor but i lowkey forgot 💀 but im pretty sure shes gonna be at graduation

final official ranking: senior > freshman > sophomore > junior

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im tong pooing out

garbage piles + extra art

kinda wanted to redesign mary and also shape language yay
not a redesign tbh just outfit changes throughout the seasons

i watched good burger 1997

btw speaking of movies bro i genuinely have the worst attention span ever when it comes to everything except for movies. idk why but it is genuinely harder for me to sit through a 24 minute episode of an anime or something than like a 2hr movie. i lock in so hard when it comes to movies idk why. i can watch like a 2 hr movie to the end with one bathroom break in between and without ever checking my phone. but i cant sit through a show that only lasts 20 minutes each episode.

idk why but i feel like i cant analyze shows. like with movies or books i can analyze to an extent that my brain can comprehend. idk with books and movies, it feels like characters are actually created to be used as a tool in the story, while tv show characters feel like fictional characters that u are supposed to get attached to yknow. idk i just get a diff vibe from tv shows and movies.

song otd 5/26/26

today's song of the day is tale of an abandoned mother from that movie i keep mentioning. oh my goud its so good. this movie truly has one of the greatest soundtracks of all time. that part at 2:43 oh my goud its so its so its so its so... the chanting. the screaming. it feels so emotional. such a haunting song. so aggressive and painful almost. prob my fav on the soundtrack. that soundtrack cannot be that good bro 😂😂