song otd 4/26/26

Today's song of the day is Ichigoichie from Kare Kano! dudeee this song,,, makes me feel so nostalgic. kare kano in general makes me feel so nostalgic. idk why but everytime i watch a slice of life asian media i feel so nostalgic. i think its cuz of the setting. i miss the korean streets and scenery. 

i love the crescendoing part at 0:55 so much. it feels like an escalation of emotions until it reaches its apogee.

kare kano is so good brou oh my goud,,, the only problem i have is the dialogue. is sometimes very monologue-y. a lot of telling and not showing. especially for the emotional moments. all the characters just have an extremely long monologue explaining all their problems and it just feels kinda lame. 

but other than that kare kano is so good. it avoids a lot of cliches. and the characters are all so real. 

but its lowkey been going downhill since like episode 14. bruh ep 14 has 0 dialogue or anything new. its just a recap episode. and the art has also been downgrading cuz they just keep using real photos instead of drawings.

genuinely one of my favorite videos of all time

daily thoughts 4/24/26

lowkey wish my parents werent religious 💔 

bro i swear on my soul if my parents werent religious then they would genuinely be 10/10 parents oh my god bruh religion ruins EVERYTHING i swear. 

i remember when i went to a college tour with my parents and it was an art school and yknow art school is full of gay people so i was worried they were going to say something but they didnt actually

there was this guy with like idk piercings and like crazy hair idk and my mom complimented them and said that she liked his hair. 

and my parents even bought coffee and bread for the tour guides when it was all finished. like they didnt say anything bad at all.

but then they would still say that they hate every single queer person like what 😭😭😭i dont understand conservatives bro like they can have a normal conversation with anyone but then still hate them at the same time even tho were all human beings like ok

genuinely i just know my mom was destined to be a fun progressive lib mom but she got cursed with post-korean war american christianity. like mom pls u still have time to fix ur ways

my dad is idk. hes like every median voter. slightly leaning progressive

shin gosanke ^_^

shin gosanke fanart bro idgaf anymore. hideki was so hard to draw 💔

jump girl jump

jumping girl animation idk bro i need to put up character size guidelines next time i just keep winging everything

daily thoughts 4/17/26

new song chat is ts peak or mid. its a piece i made originally on piano and i tried to do it on beepbox. i kinda liek this. it sounds like something from survive the disasters roblox

also this one. i think making music is becoming easier now like idk. i think im getting a better hang of sound. like this sounds like that and stuff. what type of tone and feeling. and also double melodies. and filling in the silent gaps with sound. and also knowing what instruments to use. music production is so hard

the internet

bro i swear every single person that interacted with the internet just turned into a worse person like why. cuz it was the complete opposite for me. 

like before i was on the internet i did have some bigoted thoughts (thoughts, never said out loud but still thats pretty bad) but then i went on the internet and realized that everyone is just a normal human being. 

but everyone but me either gets groomed or radicalized into a nazi and its like why 😭😭what part of the internet are yall going into. like ive been on the internet since i was 8 years old and ts type of stuff never happened to me. i just played roblox and watched youtube videos. 

writing

i really wanna be one of those multitalented artists where they can draw, make music, make websites, write, 3d model all at the same time. but i lowkey suck at all those. but im ok with being bad for a long time now. i used to just give up cuz i was obsessed with instant gratification and had low self-esteem but now im content. 

but anyways oh my god bro out of all of these writing is the one i struggle with the most. i wanna make a comic but i just cant. bro i cant.

i think its cuz i overthink way too much on how to structure a story from beginning to end instead of just writing it. i asked my friend for help/advice on how to write and she told me this. that i overthink way too much.

one of my biggest problems with writing i think is that i think of the theme first when beginning the story yknow instead of just letting the story unfold itself and tell the theme as it insists. i told my friend abt this and she said she doesnt think abt the theme in the beginning, she just starts writing spontanenously. broo i swear this is my biggest problem. 

daily thoughts 4/15/26

reading 17776

alongside the poe clan, im also reading 17776. 

17776 is also a webcomic like homestuck and ive heard lots of good things abt it and frequently dubbed the greatest webcomic of all time so i hope its good chat.

rn i only read like 2 chapters so like idk. but i can see how it will play out kinda.

17776 takes years in the future in the year 17776 wow.   and its abt these 3 characters....,,, who are not humans but space probes but they became sentient because of all the radio wave transfusions from years ago of humanity and culture. so they gained human knowledge. and they kinda just do nothing in space except watch and discuss football because there is nothing to do anymore. 

i think im gonna like it alot. i love sci fi stories like this bro u dont get it. ones where its like where nothing exists and everything is so peaceful. especially if the characters are like nonhumans. and they just sit around and do nothing forever. peacefully. kinda like the ending of houseki no kuni yknow.

love love lovee stories and settings like these