Thursday, March 12, 2026

finished homestuck

FINALLY FINISHED HOMESTUCK

after exactly 6 months.,,, i finished homestuck. i started on 9/11/25 and finished on 3/11/26 yesterday. what an incredible journey. it genuinely should not have taken me this long but whatever.

homestuck truly is one of the most life-altering pieces of media im ngl. the way it utilizes its multi-media aspect is so phenomenal. and the fact that it is multi-media actually does play into the narrative itself with actual plot-based devices like the retcon. its genuinely such an intriguing story. i can see why it got so popular during 2009-2016. 

its themes of rejecting fate and social norms are done in a really unique way imo. like even in parts of the story where it seems like its not actually serious plays into these themes and even the stupidest smallest things can stand as symbolism for something. and it actually works lowkey. i usually hate un-seriousness and irony during important parts of the story but homestuck just somehow works. its the most irony-poisoned story ever and it works every single time. like that homosuck section also talks about rejecting fate and social norms. 

homestuck also has a lot to do with stuff like fandom culture / being chronically online so i think i was drawn to it by that. like the characters speak through texting like 60% of the time. and i think that was a great choice because wow homestuck genuinely has some of the best character voices ever. like the way the characters speak and type makes such strong characterization. ex: dave speaking in all lowercase no punctuation > makes him sound/look very monotone and irony-poisoned which he is. the characters feel so real. like these are true chronically online teenagers. 

but not only that, homestuck genuinely has some great prose im ngl is it bad that i learned some new words that ive never heard of b4 thru homestuck 😭 one of my favorite examples of great homestuck prose is the ending towards act 4 where every single sentence is very short, very concise 1-2 sentences with the same structure but with different words. it was very effective especially since the pictures showed most of the story (great way of showing not telling)

so yeah homestuck is freaking awesome. but yeah i hav some problems. some parts were genuinely so confusing bro i swear. i still dont fully understand how sburb works (kinda?? i guess) also some parts were genuinely so boring and such a chore to get through. (especially the alterniabound game sections bro holyyy) i think it took me like 2 weeks to get thru the alterniabound sections. theyre somehow both my favorite and least favorite parts of homestuck. (because wow cool rpg game in a webcomic!? thats awesome but it was so long) i think it wouldve been better if they didnt unnecessarily add so many characters that play literally 0 part in the story. like bro idgaf abt any of these dancestors!!! 😭😭 their designs are cool but their characters are all so one-note like

and also the first part of act 6 was gen so boring bro like i hated the alpha kids at first but they really did grow on me but also omg act 6 beginning was so boring. some days i just didnt feel like reading cuz omg it was such a chore during some parts.

i think i have a few more gripes with homestuck but thats kinda the most i have rn also this thing is getting long. anyways homestuck is life-changing god bless homestuckia. i love you beta kids and beta trolls. alpha kids and alpha trolls yall too ig. acts 1-5 were peak fiction. act 6 beginning kys. act 6-credits (almost) peak fiction

Tuesday, March 10, 2026

daily thoughts 3/10/26

back on my showa idol bullshit bro oh my god

i told yall that my showa idol obsession would come back someday and its starting to come back to me cuz i just recently discovered someone on tumblr thats also a four leaves fan and started talking to them bro. this is actually big news ive literally never seen another eng-speaking four leaves fan before holy shit. i genuinely got so excited bro my showa idol phase was kinda faded but they were always a big interest of mine and still is and its come back full force

oh my god... FOUR LEAVES 😭😭 I LOVE 4LEAVES. I LOVE SHONENTAI. I LOVE SHIN GOSANKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love showa idols.... 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

check out my website rn >> https://otamotsauce.neocities.org/

also i never realized how fucking terrible neocities is for coding bro. like what the hell is this. its genuinely so slow bro to update. and also u only have 1 gb of data so u gotta pay more to code more and they dont even show u a preview before u update ur site so u just gotta keep wasting ur data man fuck this site

Sunday, March 8, 2026

daily thoughts 3/8/26

website prog

can proudly say its going very well. omg my dreams are finally coming true. im making a comeback. i love you old internet!!! cant wait to make my shrines omg.

i hate trends!!!

i genuinely hate trends so much. i always never like them. and most of the time its the most mediocre shit ever. 

i hate especially if its something like labubu / or something plastic related. like i swear half the ppl that like those things dont actually like it. they just wanna follow the trend. and then after a year or something they get rid of it. like wow good job ruining the environment just to follow a dumbass trend

another pet peeve of mine

is when somebody asks how they get into an artist/band like tf u mean how 😭😭just listen to them?? i never understood why ppl make those like graphs where they tell u how to get into a band. like for me i usually listen to an artist's most popular album first and 7 times out of 10 i enjoy it because im easily pleased then i either listen to their 2nd most popular or their 1st album and then make my way through their discog chronologically. 

and if i really really like them, then i start doing research just for fun or look for other fans online and gather lore and knowledge abt them. like its really not that hard. so i dont understand why ppl ask how to get into a band/artist πŸ’€

Saturday, March 7, 2026

website in prog

finally getting around to building my own website and i can say it has been torture but also very fun 
son 😭😭😭

i feel like ive been indulging in my hobbies a lot lately. like im learning coding. im drawing way more than i used to and i actually draw daily now without needing to force myself. i have ideas. i also want to start writing again. and im developing (kinda) a story rn. also i started doing jazz improv on the piano and playing it more. been reading more. its so back everyone. i genuinely havent been this artistically productive in years.

and i actually sorta got dedicated to studying again. my grades are back up. and i go to my eng teacher to help me study for the exam. wtf why would i ever study. am i really starting to become productive again? idk whats happening. is it because i got into kagepro again. were so back minna san

random

also ive been thinking abt how much random japanese words /phrases i know or just inherently know from seeing someone speak japanese just cuz i consumed so much japanese media in my life. i think ive been engaging with japanese media since i was like 8 years old and i just learned some random things abt japanese language/culture/history along the way.

i even know some japanese words that my friend literally taking level 4 japanese at school doesnt even know. or maybe shes just dumb lol (JOKING). im a true weeb at heart. 

song otd 3/7/26


today's song otd is konoha from the mekakucity actors anime!!! BROO ive been looking for this track for so long and i finally found it. this really takes me back to 2017-2018. its so nostalgic oh my god. it feels like a dream. one of my favs from the soundtrack. especially the intro sounds so nostalgic. and i love the glitch effects added into it. 

no.32(12/5/25): canine

Friday, March 6, 2026

daily thoughts 3/6/26

stranger things "vibes"

idgaf abt stranger things anymore at all (i didnt even finish s4 and didnt watch a single episode of s5) but i still think s1 is so good bruh. not just the writing and the tone but the whole aesthetic in general

i love any piece of media where the setting is a small town haunted by mysteries (bonus points if it takes place in like the 70s-90s). i cant find any screencaps from s1 but i still remember it. everything was so brown and autumn. and i love that type of atmosphere so much. lots of trees and woods idk everything felt so calm and mysterious. 

dreams

i love dreams so much bro theyre some of the greatest things abt being alive im ngl. i had so many fun, horrifying, exciting, colorful, scary dreams. im going to do an art challenge thing where i draw what i saw from my dreams.