angel apart of city

lowkey really proud of this ngl. bro i worked on this so hard. i literally started the sketch today and finished today. its for my art class. i really really like this. but something feels a little off. maybe its the lack of contrast between the buildings. like more shadows needed idk what yall think.

tbh i just really wanted to draw a city ngl 💀💀very much inspired by akira

alt morning ver cuz i love cities in the morning too

ayataka

kagebrossssssss

ayataka if u look really hard #ayataka #yuri

LE CERISIER DANS LA COUR

new indie animation has hit the towers. this artist already has a lot of animations on their channel but i never saw any of them except for this one. i really like this one. i like how its just a parody of showa era anime and literally nothing else. the character animation is great. i need to check out this artist's other work oh my goudd

song otd 3/3/26

Today's song of the day is 悲しくてやりきれない (I FEEL SO SAD AND HOPELESS 😭😭😭) by Akiko Yano! i loveee this song so much bro. i found out its a cover of a folk crusaders song but still it slaps so hard. it feels so melancholy and sounds like ur longing for the past. every beat sounds like a clock ticking. time floating by. and the day is already ending with a sunset. its so quiet and simple. and the little instrumental chorus sections after every verse feels like a different memory. at 1:05 with the guitar solo. wailing but softly. and again at 1:55 but with an added synth this time. my fav part bro omg its so good. the synth sounds so dramatic. like all ur emotions are trying to pierce through you.  and the last instrumental section at 3:00. it sounds like a hum. it sounds so tired. 

been so obsessed with this song idk i love quiet songs like these. its like a sunset in musical form

daily thoughts 3/2/26

infinity train

lowkey miss infinity train so bad bruh im ngl. it was genuinely such a good cartoon that was more teen-oriented than kids. it did so much more in 10 episodes that are 10 mins each in every season than like most cartoons. it was actually so peak and goated. i loved the characters and their personalities so much. infinity train come back. i still cant believe cartoon network cancelled this show man. it was actually really popular so idk why. the 2 best cartoons ever are steven universe and infinity train actually just cuz they both reference ymo

families

i swear bro. i have a story to tell. today at school my friend was talking abt her course selections next year and asked me for help to pick. and she said that her parents want her to take more ap classes so she thinking abt ap lang and ap history. right

so i told her not to take ap lang cuz its hard and shes only in normal english rn. but she kept saying how her parents want her to take more ap classes. and i just kept telling her to not do it. dont take ap lang. but she kept talking abt her PARENTS

like oh my god bruh ik its hard but someday ur going to have to rebel against ur parents. like course selections arent even that serious. bro. but shes so. shes such a goody two shoes man just dont take ap lang bruh 😭 i told her its gonna tank her gpa so bad and she wont pass the exam and also she wont get scholarships and its gonna look bad on her transcript. but still shes like my parents!!!11

like its just crazy to me. how some people love their family this much 😭 like dawg.... put ur own self first sometimes. not saying to completely ditch ur family and misbehave but like bro stuff like this where its gonna harm urself. just rebel bro. 

and like i used to be scared of my parents too sometimes. but now i just dgaf. i used to be scared abt clothes shopping and stuffs and my hair. cuz they would sometimes make fun of the way i dress but i lwokey dont care anymore bruh. and sometimes they force me to do things that i dont want to do and yeah i just do it but i do argue alot with my parents ngl

speaking of families

i had a dream abt families last night. 

i was in this family of like 20+ people and we were all having dinner with like aunts, cousins, uncles, gramps, etc. and like the main boss of the family was the mom. and i was just a child in the family. and the mom had a chronic deadly illness and we were all discussing it at the dinner table. and we all ate, and drank and laughed and discussed abt her illness and how much we were going to miss her and the uncles started crying. and then i started crying too (in the dream not irl) and in the dream i was thinking like so this is what a real family is like

help me brah where do gore artists get their references. i have a fire drawing idea in my mind inspired from a dream i have but i need to reference gore. do i just straight up search gore i dont wanna do that. im so squeamish and can barely handle even the tamest gore bruh what do i do. 

song otd 3/1/26

Today's song of the day is やめるわけにゃいかないわ by Akiko Yano! ive been listening to so much akiko yano lately. i forgot her discog is pure kino gem diamond. this one is so catchy. i love jazz-like songs with that syncopated pattern on the piano. and that bass is so funky. and that little woop woop woop (idk how to describe it 💀) synth sound is so small but adds so much. im always surprised by songs that use only a few instruments but sound so good. learning abt music makes me wanna kms because im so bad at it. like this is such a simple song how does she make it so good